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Sliding Downhill Can Be an Uphill Battle

12/10/2022

Imagine stepping out of a vehicle. And imagine a call I didn’t have to make but could have: Hello. I’ve fallen, and I can’t get up. There’s ice. I am in fact…lying on it. I’m actually melting it with my body heat. Apparently, my boots are better for hiking than ice. I’m not hurt because I was able to hold onto the vehicle door as I slid to the ground. Didn’t dent anything. But this ice is cold, and I almost stuck to it there for a second. I can’t manage to pull myself back into the vehicle because my feet keep slipping out from under me, and I’m still lying here. Yep. Can’t get up. I’m kinda sliding around on the ice. Yes, I did wait to go out after it warmed up. Yes, it’s 25 degrees, well, 24, but it was colder this morning. And, my clothes are getting wet because I’m melting the ice but I can’t seem to slide myself up as well as I slid myself down. I was just running an errand important to me. Perhaps essential. Don’t worry, I’m fine now, I scooted myself across the ice to a spot where a patch of grass gave me some traction. I’m on my feet, and I have help now. Why was I out? Well, I’m at the lake. Taking pictures. Hello? Hello?

Sadly, the above really did happen, and I didn't get the photos I'd hoped for.

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The Writer's Pause

11/13/2022

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What is referred to as "writer's block" is closing in on me and I'm not sure of what to do, but I plan to step back, take a break, and then I'll be able to see the road in front of me.

Almost like coming to a roadblock, enjoying the pause, and then going forward to a place you've not seen before.

The trick may be not to call it writer's block, but a pause before inspiration strikes. And sometimes you just have to enjoy the view in front of you even if you can't go forward at the moment.

Photo Note: The bison are at the Tallgrass Prairie Preserve

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No. Nope. Not Yes. Singing? Not me.

10/16/2022

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If you have to ask, the answer’s usually…no.

Am I singing in tune?
Am I dressed warm enough?
Does this make me look thinner?
Did you read my message?

Perhaps it will change, but that question about singing in tune has never been answered with a yes when I've asked it.

Photos: The dickcissel photo was taken at a nature preserve after a rain when the birds seemed happy to be out, and the 700-pound grizzly is a rescue animal originally from Alaska whose photo was taken from a safe distance.

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Safe Travels

10/8/2022

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Luckily, all these photos were taken in parks or other areas designated for wildlife. But it is fun to have traffic congestion not caused by people congestion.

The skittering tiny creature is a prairie dog.

And the buffalo always get the right of way.

Photo 1 and 4 taken at Tallgrass Prairie Preserve. Photo 2 and 3 taken Wichita National Wildlife refuge. Central USA.

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Wildflowers and Tamed Wilderness

9/24/2022

When I walk by the Partridge Pea on my acreage, I usually just keep moving. One or two plants and a few blooms. Weeds more than wildflowers.

But when I was exploring a Nature Conservancy area near Pawhuska, OK, one year i saw the Partridge Pea blooming with a vibrancy I'd never seen before.

Even though I've been walking many of the same trails for some time now, the changes from year to year amaze me. Just because I see one wildflower blooming abundantly one season, I know I'm not promised to see the same blooms next year.

There's an old saying, "The only thing constant is change." I didn't realize how true that was in nature.

This autumn, the pollinators have again found the blooms growing best for their needs.

A Marquess Too Rakish to Wed

7/23/2022

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All the dimly lit chamber needed was a howling wind to pass through, fanning the fireplace and adding the scent of brimstone, but instead a rather pleasant aroma of shaving soap lingered in the air.
Guinevere and her father stepped nearer the physician who stood at the bedside, holding Reid’s wrist. He lowered the arm to the covers.
  ‘He has passed from this life.’
  ‘The accident took him.’ Her father spoke softly.
  ‘Sadly, no. The apothecary put the wrong powders in the bottle when he sent the pain mixture.’
  A stab of regret hit her. She put her closed knuckles over her lips. That moment, she wished she had danced just once with him.
Perhaps, if she’d known this was how she’d see him last, she might have been more forgiving.
‘Has his mother been informed?’ Guinevere’s father asked.
‘I was waiting until you and your wife arrived. Hours ago, I told the servants to expect the demise, and they have been preparing for it.’ The physician spoke to her father. ‘But now that you’re here, Your Grace, I’ll inform the Marchioness.’ He shuffled from the room.
‘The old Marquess was a decent man all his long life. Not…’ Her father nodded towards the bed. ‘Well, can’t speak ill of the dead, no matter how much it’s deserved. His father, my dearest friend, was so disappointed in him.’
Now that she stood so close to Reid, she could study his features, amazed at the strength which appeared in the simple planes and contours of his face.
In the past, she’d only seen him through a haze of dislike, but now she saw the true artistry.
Even in his final sleep, his jawline impressed her. Strong lips perfectly formed. Thick lashes complementing the hearty stubble. She’d never before been aware of so much masculinity in one person.
‘He needs a shave,’ she added, surprised.
'That stubble will get scorched off where he’s going.’
She glanced at her father, the truth of her words taking her by surprise. ‘Then he will likely be the handsomest man there.’
She turned back to Reid, wanting to lock his face in her memory.
Reid appeared so peaceful. Nothing like she would have expected. All his rakishness had faded, replaced with a bittersweet upturn of the lips she hadn’t noticed before.
She’d not known a man could smile in death,but leave it to Reid to do such a thing.
‘Soon after you were born—’ Her father stood at her side. ‘His father, may he rest in peace, thought you might make a bride for his son when the two of you reached an age to wed. But I knew—even then he was growing too strong-willed. Ignoring everyone who tried to correct him. I laughed off the Marquess’s words. It was obvious to me how he’d turn out, and his father was my best friend. I couldn’t be honest.’
Her father bowed his head. ‘The Marquess was such an upstanding man that after his son matured, he never mentioned it again.’
He moved to the drapes and pulled them closed. ‘I suppose this is for the best. Reid was too much like his…grandfather.’ He said the last word as an oath, which surprised her. ‘I didn’t know if your brother’s arm would heal after his tussle with Reid, but it did.’
‘I was happy their friendship ended. Reid was always up to some prank.’
Without realising what she was doing, she reached out to brush her fingers across his jaw, but halted, then rested a hand on his shoulder, giving a squeeze, impressed with the suggestion of strength emanating from the immobile form.
But it no longer mattered.
Even with all his boisterous friends, he was alone now. Grief saddened her. Someone must tell him goodbye. She bent to kiss his cheek.
His lashes fluttered.
She shrieked and was two steps away before she stopped.
‘I must have…—jostled him,’ she whispered, turning to her father.
‘Oh, Guinevere, I shouldn’t have brought you.’ He strode to her. ‘This is too much for your delicate spirit.’
She put her hand up to touch her father’s arm, and collected herself. ‘It’s only the tiredness of travel, and the shadows. And my imagination.’
Her father took her elbow. ‘Well, we’ve done our duty for tonight. Come along—’
‘Wait,’ she said, turning back. ‘It’s— I—’
She stepped over Reid again.
‘He looks so alive, I imagined…’ she whispered, shaking her head. ‘It is so regretful that he…’
‘Come along, Guinevere.’
‘Wait. I know we weren’t friends, but I—’ She struggled for the proper thing to say. ‘I wish we had been. That he would have been someone I might have liked.’
‘He would never be friends with a decent person like you. The heathen isn’t even worth a glance in death. His father was like a brother to me. Your mother and the Marchioness are closer than sisters. But Reid, the only son, was…disreputable. The world is a better place without him.’
‘I know he wasn’t perfect. In fact, I warned my friends from him. But he was a person, deserving of our sympathy.’
‘Sympathy. A person. The cleric is going to have to embellish on those words at the funeral, but likely he’ll ramble on a bit, and I’ll look sad, and his cousin and I can get on about our day. Reid leaves behind exemplary cattle, though.’
Guinevere touched her chin, imagining the potential that had been inside Reid. ‘Please let the cleric know about the horses so he will have something pleasant to say at the service.’
‘That pretty well sums up his life.’
She stared at Reid. ‘When we were children, he did help me across a stream once.’
‘That was gallant of him.’
‘He lifted me, his arm around my waist, and purposefully let my plaits drag the water. When he released me, I told him he would have made an excellent second son.’
‘I’m surprised you said such a thing.’
‘And then I told him I was giving him more praise than due. The third or fourth son would have been more suitable.’
She looked down again, but felt no guilt for the statement she’d made. She’d been irritated and he’d not appeared at all offended. Reid had laughed and said he would remember her words.
She looked at Reid. ‘An appealing form, and exemplary livestock. I suppose that was the total of his years.’
‘Gifts from his father.’ The Duke moved to the door. ‘He accomplished nothing on his own but revelry, and overbearing ways… Material things. Can’t think of anything else.’
Guinevere felt pulled to Reid, hating to leave him for the last time. Hating to see him so alone. ‘Well, I have to say something considerate before I leave. To wish him well.’
‘Have a go at it,’ her father said. ‘Just don’t lie.’
Guinevere brushed a hand across his knuckles. ‘Goodbye, Reid, Marquess of Hartcroft. May you use all the skills you gained in this life to give the devil a difficult time.’
Then his chest heaved in a breath. And a second one.
Her brain tried to catch up to her vision, and her mouth couldn’t remember how to speak.
‘Eh?’ her father said, brows furrowed. ‘What’s wrong, Guinevere?’
‘Alive.’ She pointed at him, fingers shaking. ‘Alive.’
Her father squinted.
She stepped closer, scrutinising Reid. ‘Can you hear me?’ she whispered.
Her father stopped so near, his side brushed hers. He gazed down, shaking his head. ‘Scoundrel to the very end.’ Examining Reid, he grumbled before saying, ‘Just a death twitch. Happens all the time. I’ve seen it before. Just one of the things we don’t understand about the dying.’ He shook his head. ‘This will just be one more story about how he’s a bother even in death. Lucifer is trying to return him.’ He took her shoulders. ‘Come along. We’ll leave the servants to their duties.’
Her voice came out in a whisper. ‘You must believe me.’
‘You’re overwrought. I am sincerely sorry to have allowed you here. I should have left you to give solace to his mother. It was unthinkable to bring you into this room.’
‘He might be alive.’
Her father paused, then peered at the visage again. ‘Guinevere. Look at him. He’s dead. The arrogant Marquess is dead. Long live the new Marquess.’
'If you’re certain.’ She put a hand to her temples. ‘I suppose I need spectacles. And the light is so dim.’
‘It’s for the best that he’s gone and his cousin will inherit the title. Reid was such a disgrace,’ the Duke continued. ‘I know his father would be upset to see this, but he was sad to see his son in life as well. The heir flew into a rage over something as simple as a spilled drink at breakfast.’
Her attention remained locked on the still form. She reached out, touching his cheek. He did feel a bit warm. Perhaps Lucifer was trying to expel him.
Then she called out, ‘Reid. Reid. I spilled your chocolate.’
‘That is not what he drank for breakfast, I assure you,’ her father asserted.
She pulled her hand to her chest, fingers curled. ‘I don’t know what happened to me. You’re right. He has passed on.’
She glanced at his face, peaceful in repose. Her imagination had flourished again.
Perhaps it would make her feel better if he had something sentimental of hers with him in the afterlife.
She clasped the brooch on her dress. The pearl jewellery her mother had given her. The one she’d sworn never to part with. She unpinned it from her garment and gave one lingering glance at it.
Her hand didn’t seem to want to release it. No, she would not part with it.
Then she reached down and jabbed the pin against his shoulder.
His eyes opened, flashing a blue squint at her as he muttered an audible curse.
Her father’s jaw dropped.
Fingers trembling, she tried to affix the pin to her dress, but it wouldn’t attach. She dropped it into the reticule hanging from her wrist. ‘Everyone’s going to be so…’ She looked into the eyes again. ‘Er…happy, to have him with us.’
He groaned, and his eyes closed.
‘Reid,’ she called.
His eyes didn’t open.
She slipped her hand to his jawline, against the stubble, and felt a slight heartbeat. She pressed her lips together, and clasped Reid’s hand. ‘You’re going to be fine.’
His fingers squeezed hers.
He was alive.
She whispered to her father, ‘Perhaps we should summon the staff to postpone the funeral. At least another day.’

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Butterflying Again

7/2/2022

Butterflies are like magic, or proof that there is something at work deeper than we can understand. Could Leonardo da Vinci have designed something in so many colorful varieties, so many variations and something the world could probably do without, and have done such a fantastic job?

When their wings are closed, they can mimic a leaf. When their wings are open, the color can be vibrant.

They could all have been green or brown and still managed to get their job done.

Creatures change over time. In the past, I understand how the smoke from London’s coal caused the lighter colored moths to get eaten first by predators while they were on structures, and the darker ones survived better, and they reproduced more. In only a few generations (people-wise) the moths had evolved into a darker shade.

But how could generations of butterflies evolve into…butterflies of so many shapes and variations? Particularly those shaded like leaves when their wings are closed, and showing a different appearance when their wings are open.
Leonardo could have conceived their outer variations if he only that the one project, but perhaps then I’d have to consider how da Vinci was designed. I’d like to have asked him to shed some light on that.

If only the butterflies could talk. But maybe they do. Through their colors, shapes, and when they’re stopping in front of us.

Perhaps we accept the unbelievable matter-of-factly because it’s always been there.

Photos: From my yard.

Planting Crops and Planning Manuscripts

6/3/2022

The photo is of potatoes that ended up on my table.

Writing is a lot like planning and planting a crop. You have to begin, and you have to see the story through until the end. Editing equals weeding. Nurturing the ideas is the same as getting the rain and sunshine. You can have a drought.

It may be a bit of a gamble—and include some knowledge—to get the garden grown and the potatoes ready to be stored for winter.

Before the first word is on the page, you can already taste the flavor of the story, imagine a bit of the characters. See the lushness. Imagine the harvest.

Then the endeavor truly starts. The first word is written, and the book begins. A lot of hours are in front of the author, just as a lot of effort is in front of the gardener.

For me, I usually give up on the garden. But I can't give up on my characters.

Photo credit: Liz Tyner
Garden credit: Definitely not Liz Tyner

Listening To Live Better

3/5/2022

Biographies always seemed like a guilty pleasure to me, but recently, I’ve decided there’s much more to them than vicariously looking into others’ lives.

The following are some takeaways from audio books I’ve listened to recently.

This Time Together, Laughter and Reflection by Carol Burnett:
Opera Singer Beverly Sills told her actress/comedian friend Carol Burnett that acting cheerful was a choice. And, it let me know that good cheer had little to do with happiness and a lot to do with attitude.

My Happy Days in Hollywood, A Memoir by Garry Marshall:
Diplomacy is key. Imagine being in charge, in an organization where one of the employees is to receive a $75,000 paycheck, and yet, she was not given it because the person in charge of signing checks refused to sign it. Now imagine, the payee is your sister, Penny Marshall, and the person with the pen is your father...and he wants your sister to apologize to your mother and he refuses to sign the check until she does.

Red by Sammy Hagar:
Some people attack life with a throttle full speed ahead and more energy than most. And uncensored might truly mean uncensored.

Blowing the Bloody Doors Off by Michael Caine:
It’s important to show up on time, be nice and know your lines. Then, when things go awry, you have much less to absorb and can react faster. A lot of life information was tucked into these pages.

Audio books are a great way to get in some extra reading time, and I'm glad I started listening...at least to the books.